Negative

Sometimes I feel that i'm just a 'back-up' person in your mind.
I always hear what you want to say, but you never hear what i want to tell.
When you find your real friends, then i'll be alone.

I'm always a back-up person to you.
Do you know how many things I would like to share with you...
Do you know how many things I would like to ask you...
Do you know how many promises you give, but you take back...
Do you know how many times I feel disappointed...
Do you know that your promise to me...is fake...
but I take it seriously...

Is that my position in your heart?